Things Are Finally Getting Better!

On 3/9 at about 7 weeks pregnant, I started cramping and bleeding. On 3/12, I had a full miscarriage. It took about 3 weeks for my body to pass everything. It was the most painful and horrifying experience I have ever gone through. Not just physically, but emotionally.
Last Thursday we went for a follow up app with my dr to make sure everything had passed and that my uterus was still healthy. We discovered that there was a mass growing on my left ovary. There was speculation that it could be either a cyst or a tumor. This morning, we had another app. It's an endometrial cyst or a "chocolate" cyst. So, we have to go back in 6 weeks and hope that it shrinks on its own or I'll need to have surgery to either remove it or compress it. It shouldn't prevent me from getting pregnant again.
So, now we are just waiting for my hormone levels to get back to 0, then we can start trying again. I finally feel like I can just relax and breathe! This has been a really trying time. Not just for me but for my husband and the rest of my family. Their support has meant the world to me! I love you guys!

A Little Sad, But Trying To Be Strong...

     Last night my husband and I walked around Walmart after going to a movie. Thought I was doing really well, but as soon as we got to the baby stuff I almost lost it. It's really hard getting over this. I think if my body would finally get back to normal then I'd be able to really start to let go. I know my husband is sad still, and my family too. I guess we all just need more time.

Spring Cleaning- Makeup Edition!

Doing some spring cleaning around the house and decided to clean my makeup case! I'm getting rid of stuff, rediscovering other things, and adding some new stuff. I'll make several videos since this is too much to do in just one.

Just Getting Started!

     So, I'm finally jumping onto the blogging bandwagon! After having a recent bout of illness (nothing too serious, I'm ok) I decided I need to make some changes. Both physically and mentally. I figure that a blog is a good way to keep myself organized and positive. As well as being a way to start relearning things I love, things I've let go of.
     I'm going to probably be all over the place here, so bear with me. I'll have posts with everything from makeup to food to fitness to books, etc. Plus, Im a beginner so I'll be learning as I go.